Trying to love again

Seriously, I didn't expect that you'll come back to me. yeah. at least not this fast. Tbh, I am trying to move on, and I guess I did it. I already accept the fact that we are not more than a friend, and I already slowly can accept that you dah tak sayang i dah macam you cakap malam tu. I dah ready nak lepaskan you dah ready nak jadikan semua memori kita tu as kenangan.I told ya that i am strong. Tapi tipu kalau I cakap perasaan sayang tu hilang macam tu je. I keraskan hati bila you call malam before my first paper tu. I keep remind myself that you were stressed with all the things happened around you. I am afraid that i will lose you again, i am afraid that anything will ruin our relationship, I am afraid that you will give up again, and i am afraid that you will fed up with me again. You pernah cakap everyone has the right for the second chance, this is one of the reason why i accept you back, other than after Munir told me what you told him. Honestly, i am learning to love again. Sorry, if this time I cant be like the old me. This is what you have to pay when you need my second chance. This time, i am not put any high expectation in our relationship, if we are meant to be together, we'll be together. insyaAllah. and i hope this decision is the best for me, for you and for us. and please make me feel worth for accept you back and please never take me for granted.