Watermelon&Honeydew

You are always among the best things in my life. Best friend in heart forever.

Aku takkan doakan kau bahagia. Never. Selagi aku tak boleh lupakan, aku takkan maafkan. 

24th April, 0248

I promised to myself to be fine after my 100th days. I tried. I was okay. Until just now i felt like tired trying. Showing that im okay to everyone but deep inside im scared like hell. Im sad af. So many hidden feelings, unspoken words. Im dying inside. Still confuse on what im supposed to do? Is it right what im doing right now? What should i do? Can just someone come to me guide me be with me and tell me what to do? 

Day 78

Alhamdulillah. You sent me someone who can accept me for who i am. Kau permudahkan lah ya Allah. Jika dia mmg jodoh ku, Kau pelihara lah dia, peliharalah hubungan kami, jika bukan Kau jauhkan lah dia dari ku ya Allah.

Day 69

20th March,

Its your birthday today.

Happy birthday.