24th April, 0248

I promised to myself to be fine after my 100th days. I tried. I was okay. Until just now i felt like tired trying. Showing that im okay to everyone but deep inside im scared like hell. Im sad af. So many hidden feelings, unspoken words. Im dying inside. Still confuse on what im supposed to do? Is it right what im doing right now? What should i do? Can just someone come to me guide me be with me and tell me what to do?