holiday as an ex student

Ohhh Maiii Gadddd. sumpah lifeless cuti ni. cuti paling membosankan i think. hmm. baru tak sampai sebulan rasa macam setahun cuti. luckily , dapat plkn. hmm. ramai yg tanya "kenapa kau macam excited dapat plkn ek?" haha. aku tak tahu kenapa actually. aku anggap benda ni mcm aku nak pergi immersion yg mengumpulkan students sekolah lain. haha.ada tu i give my reason - nak move on, nak cari bf dekat sana- haha. tu jawapan bukan dari hati. how can i move on if he is the one and only? okay, forget about it, nanti jadi drama heartbroken pulak dekat post ni. okay.. i do have job during this holiday. dekat kedai baju. cool :') jumpa macam2 orang. tapi kerja weekends je, malas nak kerja hari2. i am not eady for that, tunggu jadi gabenor bank negara nanti,. i'll work everyday, yeah, workaholic :D actually, i am missing my sweethearts :'( my EXCALIBUR. kalau boleh nak type nama sorang2 dekat sini, tapi malangnya tak mampu. seriously, bila fikir yang i would not see them after this buat air mata nak mengalir je. i am not tough. yess. i am not tough. but i am mean. hellyeah. i am not easily say 'i miss you' to anyone, kan anis? haha. sampai si manja ni terasa gilaa with me. sorry dear. you have to know , what ever it is : EXCALIBUR I LOVE YOU no matter what happen :)