Late night conversation

Our last night conversation was so in an awkward situation, for 49:03 minutes, most of the time i was crying while he keeps talking. he didn't break my heart or what , just i feel guilty to him. he just to nice, his way just to show me, how many mistakes i had done to him, how many things i had done and make him sick. i didn't do them in purpose, i didn't mean it, i didn't realize it until you told me everything, sometimes when i think about all my mistakes, i feel like wanna end off this relationship, i feel like i am not deserve someone so nice like you. you are so nice, you did everything to make me happy, but i didn't appreciate them. i took thing for granted. Ya Allah. I am so mean :( i am sorry Love, really really sorry. thanks for make me realised all my mistakes.