i am trying

dsya asked me "kau sayang dia tak?" and i was like take time to answer and my answer was "entahlah" and dsya cakap i was like not so serious in this relationship. okay, to be honest, i dont have feeling towards him like how much i have feeling towards ws before this. i dont know why, maybe because i am afraid to put all my love towards him. takut pisang berbuah dua kali.yeah. but seriously i am trying, i think i have loved him as i  feel jealous when other girls posted something on his wall. i cant sleep if i dont hear his voice first, hmm. feel so silly :3 hahaha.no matter what, i always pray to Allah, to guide me to choose the best way . He knows what the best for me. amin, insyaAllah .