today is 2nd January

hai people. assalamualaikum. esok dah kena gerak ke PLKN. excited? weehuu. yupp. tapi tipu lah kalau cakap tak cuak or terasa sedih kan. lagilagi bila sorangsorang cakap 'dont forget me' haha. i wont. insyaAllah. my aim to be there to release all the emotions i have now. all the depression, frustration, apaapa 'tion' lagi lahh. haha. hope, after plkn nanti , i will be a new person. a new AUDRA. no more audra yang heartbroken, no more audra yang senang bagi muka dekat certain orang, i wanna be tough, be more macam dulu. biarlahh orang nak cakap sombong ke apa. i was like that before, and i am still alive untill now.i admit untill now, there is something in my heart that even myself dont know what it is. and i want to throw it far from me. to him, dont play with my heart its fragile, really fragile. it was broken before and i am in process to mend it , so please, if can, stay away from me, please,.i dont wanna say goodbye yet, because i think there will be another post before i go to plkn, insyaAllah :')